That's interesting. Hard to imagine you without some kind of belief to cling to.
Sorry. I can't seem to help bad-mouthing things like belief and religion. Doesn't make friends and influence people, but my friends put up with me anyway. Some people are suckers for punishment if you dish it out right.
You were always ultra-sensitive to teasing, though. Like that time on the bridge
across the Danube when you said you would never speak to me again. Do you remember?